As always, it’s been forever since I last posted. That’s okay, though. When I do finally post, it must be oh so more enjoyable for you, the reader. J Lately, I’ve been giving my life a lot of thought. It’s not as unbearable as it sounds, considering I’m my favorite topic. Haha. I’m kidding, of course. So, what have I been thinking about? I’m glad you asked. Many days I feel like I’m on that ride at the fair. You know, the giant pirate ship that swings like a cantankerous pendulum. Okay, so perhaps I’m bipolar. That’s not the point. My point is this: some days I’m completely happy with my current life and the direction it’s heading. Other days I’m SO not. Take my apartment, for example. It’s a great apartment. It’s a lovely two bedroom apartment with one GIANT bathroom. I have over 1100 square feet and I’m paying a one bedroom price for it. Can it get any better than that? I’ve been here for almost two years now. And yet, I’m ready to move out. I tried rearranging my furniture. That only helped for a day or two. I have to make a decision by the end of June, which is right around the corner, my friends. Half of me says, “stay” and the other says, “go.” I’d really like to move into a house. Why a house and not a condo? Well, I also want a dog. Last weekend the Kentucky Humane Society had its spring clean event where they were giving away their animals that were 4 months old and older. So, naturally, I visited the shelter. And naturally, I played with all the puppies under 4 months of age. I kept hearing my mother’s voice in my head. “Katie, there will always be puppies. Puppies are always cute. You don’t need to spend money on a puppy right now.” I hate logic. So, when my lease is up in August, I’ll either be renewing or moving out. If I take a risk and move out…and buy a dog…then I may inadvertently shut some other doors of possibility. Katie, what are you talking about? Well, I’ve also been considering going back to school. It all started when I was considering my MBA. My company offers to pay a portion of it and so it seemed like something I should take advantage of. That put me in the school mentality. So, I started looking into my options. Then, when Sarah was home a few weeks ago, we had a conversation about careers we always wanted to pursue, but never did. Ever since I was in the fourth grade, I wanted to be a lawyer. Why? Because my teacher told me I should be. It was a Monday and I was trying to negotiate my way out of class earlier. I asked that she let us out fifteen minutes early today, and keep us fifteen minutes later on Tuesday. Not bad for a nine-year-old. Oh, and for the record, I wanted to be let out early so I could beat Tyler and Sarah to the car and call “last” for that afternoon’s piano lessons. Anyway, let’s get back to my conversation with Sarah a few weeks ago. I threw out the fact that I had always wanted to be a lawyer and waited for her response. She quickly affirmed me saying she always thought I’d be a good lawyer. In fact, it fits my skill set. I know enough about a lot of different things, to be dangerous (sick an overused cliché). If I didn’t know something, I’d look it up and figure it out. I love to argue for the sake of arguing. Could it be any more obvious? I’d be interested in prosecutorial law. However, I recently read a compelling article about a woman who is a federal public defense attorney. She represents some of the worst criminals, today. Many of them await death row. She is their last voice. What an opportunity for ministry! Well, there you have it…a glimpse into the mind of Katie. Do I move or do I stay? Do I get a dog or stick with just a cat? Do I go back to school? What would I pursue? Would I go full time or part time? How would I pay for all of this? Until next time… |